domingo, marzo 11, 2007

Sor Juana and the vanishing nature of beauty

Sor Juana, she wrote in her defense, in the defense of her mind and work before she renounced and succumbed, as a little girl cut off all her hair, because a head so bereft of information dare not adorn itself with such glorious a crown.

Me? I just cut my hair off because I can't seem to finish my work. Unworthy? certainly, but in different ways. Self-effacement, or defacement can be soothing, and so much weaker than actually hurting oneself. Six inches of hair falling around my feet, and the fleeting thought that I might just finish the work I promised. And isn't the most beautiful of crowning jewels a piece of work, put to rest?